Let the games begin

I often times wonder if life just throws these curve balls to get back at someone. Probably not.. Im probably crazy for thinking that. Im sooooooo lucky that I have a husband that loves me so much.. I sometimes look at him and just think about how much Im in love with him and how happy he make me.. I know I don't always show it but I am.. Its trying times like these that make me love him even more. Just knowing that you have someone there that you know is going to love you know matter what is nice.. I think I could write a story about our life. Maybe we can be the next family reality show. Beng and Wen and there family of crazy medical needs. Would you watch us? I wouldnt. Dont feel bad if your answer was NO.. I know it can be a whole lot crazier but its pretty crazy now.. Its a never ending life and I love it most of the time.. I don't think I would change anything.. Well maybe the fact that I wish my face was alittle clearer, but who doesn't. Damn pimples.. So the whole reason for this post was to tell you that the games have begun. I started my treatment today.. Yipeee.. The is going to be a doozy.. Wish Bengy and the kids luck.. Hopefully I don't turn in to a monster. LOL.. Today is Dakotas B-Day eve. She will be 9 tomorrow.. So sad.. I cant believe it.. It makes me crazy to think that she is sooon to be a teenager. God help me.. We will be having a Birthday Bash for her on Sat.. We invited about 18 kids.. Call me crazy.. Should be a good time.. OK OK I know your sick of hearing about me so I will get.. Keep me in your prayers though. PLEASE.. Thank you.. TA TA